WHAAAT???

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GUYS I FORGOT!
I am SO sorry, friends but I forgot our anniversary!
The first of this month was the anniversary of this hear blog!

This is actually a picture of my reaction to this news. I was totally prepared for this week leading up to the very day, and this huge post celebration thing, and I would have made everyone some cake or something. But no. My brain tricked me into thinking it was in May instead of March. I am ashamed.
So here are my thoughts- It has been a year. I have a bit more than 200 posts. Has it changed me? Has it changed you? I can only answer one of those questions, and I can't even answer it well. What I have noticed as I have been writing hasn't been some huge enormous revelation as to who I am, or what I am going to be, or what my calling is. I have had more of a desire to be creative and make things and keep my eyes open for other cool things. I have been able to process through some personal stuff by writing to people who might actually listen who then can make some metaphor. Maybe. This blog has been a more faithful journal to me. A journal that I can put images in and that has documented all of my deep teenager crap that I will really want again one day. So I can look here. This is my little corner of something big (That big thing is the internet by the way, I'm not that deep) where I can do little things that people sometimes pay attention to and benefits future me. Thanks for sticking through a year with me, guys. I'm glad I did.
I'm sorry, could I have a lactate with all this cheesiness? Forgive me. 
I've also decided that next week is going to be the lead up thing- plans I had for Prism, old drafts, old favorite posts and pictures, bleh bleh bleh I'm sentimental and nostalgic