November 18

Do you ever have those days that are just... geeedlafjkl;? I don't even know how to explain it I just feel very tired lately. Not tired in a tired way but in a more creatively tired way. I don't know what I should be doing or making just that my lack of imagination right now is seriously bumming me out.
There is a poetry slam coming up at my school and I thought I would sign up for it. I've written poetry I've just never... shared it with people. Ugh, people. I don't know what *ugh* people are going to think of some theatrical freshman talking about apologizing but whatever. "Just do it with confidence. No one can take that away from you" I think that quote is by Rita Ora. It is the standard that I am living my life to right now. I've sort of noticed that the people who really- oh I don't know own it?- are the ones who always look like they are having the best time. Even if they are wearing a stuffed rabbit on their head or totally in the wrong place at the wrong time they look okay. They do it with confidence. That's cool.
I'm going to complain a bit about hair ( SORRY what a negative Nelly I am today) So I cut my hair off around the middle of the summer and I have loved almost every second of short hair up till recently. I still like short hair and I think it looks good- it just leaves so little to do with it! I change my mind about stuff all. the. time. and I am past the possibility of changing my hair now! One can so easily just destroy all that you have on your head but it takes so long to get it back. It's just like life. Or something...

I hate posts without visuals what do I do...

This is the marching band. Our last performance is this Saturday! Do you see me? I'm on the left side in the white and green...